VISTAS: An awareness of a range of time, events, or subjects. A broad Mental View.
December 22

Too blessed to be stressed!"

The shortest distance between a problem and a solution is the distance between your knees and the floor.

The one who kneels to the Lord can stand up to anything. Love and peace be with you forever, Amen.


Well my brain is still in a state of something. Head is pounding, and it doesn’t seem to want to stop, but only the left side of it.


"A righteous man may have many troubles, but the Lord delivers him from them all."
- Psalm 34:19 -


they say that looking back is not good for one's mental health, that you must go forward, and you must have something to go forward for. They say that one must use the past however to learn how to make that future better, wiser and more meaningful than what the passing days have been. They say many things the question to ponder today is who is they?


sort of a lazy day, to tired to do much of anything, but yet sleep is evasive and my mind wanders the miles listening for the westbound train to come through,


the head shouldn't hurt as bad as mine does today.
is it a tooth
is it the ear
is it the sinuses
whatever it is it is murder


they say that for everyone there is someone, the thing is if it is not the right someone then I guess it isn't worth having that other.


He's gone again, I hope she enjoys the time she takes him away from me.


I feel the depression setting in The screaming within my mind, the inner pain and turmoil, I fight to keep sight knowing it will pass, or at least abate at some distant future date. The hell of the torment, fears of hell keep me here.

tears come for unknown reasons. So much inner pain, no one can understand, why the mind betrays the body and your left just a shell. What happened to the laughter in my life where I could actually feel something other than this living death of pain


Today is a new day
The sun still hides behind slate colored skies
A light cold mist falls
Soon orange streaks will splinter the sky

Today is a new day
I will sleep, I will eat, I will breathe in the fresh air
My tears may dry today
My soul may find it's peace

Yes Today is a new day
What can I do to make it better than the ones past?
I can laugh, I can Dance, I can Smile
I can make someone else's Day a new day.