VISTAS: An awareness of a range of time, events, or subjects. A broad Mental View.
November 30



Man I feel like crap. Hungry but yet the mere thought of food is nauseating. Hopefully I’ll feel better tomorrow.


"He that overcometh, the same shall be clothed in white raiment; and I will not blot out his name out of the book of life, but I will confess his name before my Father, and before his angels. He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches."
- Revelation 3:5-3:6 -


a day spent doing nothing as is the norm
no reason to
no place to go
no one to see
and no one cares


as I feared I said the wrong thing, and the silence appears to have begun again. I don't know why or how I can express my desire to see the face that haunts my dreams, without fear of the retribution of silence. the request was an inquiry not a demand, with no set time or place or anything of the sort, but yet the silence has started.


the month ends and still no snow. maybe we won't get any this year.


whispers in the night of things that are to far from sight.


When your hands are tied and there is no help to find, desperation sets in, pain and fear. You cry for their mistakes, you want make see. Open their eyes. Say look what your doing. But you can't and no one will. So where do you turn?



my mind knows the problems the question is there
but answers don't come, and I'm stuck within here
the sadness so complete, the sorrow bone deep
the shadows come, there will be no sleep

words written
so much feeling, so much passion
as though it were for me
instead of for the world to see

mumble jumble things spin
no control, fighting for the light
darkness prevails
emptiness complete


Computers make it easier to do a lot of things, but most of the things they make it easier to do don't need to be done.
- Andy Rooney -